nieces.

nurqistina afrina ahba + nurqistina alya ahba

twins at their grandma's house (belah my sis-in-law kat pontian)

starring also irdina ahba norman (? months?)

3 little stooges in cameron highlands
from left: afrina, irdina, alya... iman safiah tak exist lagi time ni.. he2!

tgh tension2 pikir psl psm 2. tetibe teringat kat my nieces.
4 org sumenye. irdina + iman -> my eldest sis... alya + afrina (twins) -> my bro.
kalo tak total anak sedare 5, plus iskandar ahba norman (abg irdina + iman).
but he survived only 5 hours after birth.
i don't know the exact cause. i didn't asked my sis till today.
i just stunned when looking at his skull.
unusual thing to be seen. iskandar's skull failed to develop.
not well developed i would say. maybe lack of folic acid i just don't know.
i looked at him. weird. he didn't cried at all like normal babies do.
he looked like chinese for his father comes from mix blood family. chinese-malay and what else? he had a fair skin like porcelaine. he looked cute. calmed.
his eyes. he looked at me like he knew me.
i watched him in the incubator as the docs & nurses pushed the incubator towards a room.
i don't remember what room.
it happened so fast. i just had a chance watched him inside the incubator for several secs.
but, i remember the look of his beautiful and calmy face to this moment.
Allah is Great. ade hikmah di sebalik sesuatu.
human propose, Allah dispose.
we, accept this test with open hearts.
my sis was the first to know about iskandar's condition when he was 6 months old.
alhamdulillah, she accepted it like nothing was wrong with her baby.
she finally gave birth on Dec 2000 but her first-born child need to leave her on the same day.
iskandar went to see God. he went to joined others in heaven. al-fatihah.
he'll wait for his mummy to come in the hereafter.
he'll wait... insyaAllah..

fullstop~